"I'll set you as a seal upon my heart as a seal upon my arm, 

For there is love that is as strong as death,

Jealousy demanding as the grave. 

And many waters cannot quench this love. 

You won't relent until you have it all. 

My heart is yours."

April 22nd, 

        "Satan has had a hold on my heart for so long. I was not aware because I did not indulge myself in the Word - therefore I was completely unaware. Where was my conviction? These words I have read today - Oh how different things would have been had my heart and soul indulged into the Spirit of the Lord!! How important it is to stay at attention! How can you see the enemy if there is no light around you? How can I know what the right and holy thing to do if I don't understand what that looks like? The scripture is a gift to me!! How could I have been so foolish? Oh, my God, please don't leave me now! Please don't give up on my selfish heart! Make it clean! Make me new! Please throw my past away and bring me back to life! I am dead inside. 

Only He can heal me. I am begging for Him to heal me. He will never let me go. Please don't ever let me go from your grace. I promise to never stray from Your truth. What is in the past is already done - I cannot change it. This is the life I have - the life that He alone has given me. How can I expect it to be of any good without His hand? I cannot forgive myself for straying away - You must help me. You alone have the strength to make me new. I am so unworthy. I am so undeserving.

His love is so unbelievable. 

Oh, Please captivate my heart. May your spirit lead me to what is good - to what is just. It is difficult. But, I am yours."